I don't if it is just me, but I constantly have an inner monologue going on. Sometimes it feels like a defense mechanism, a way to turn inward and ignore the real world.

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Unfortunately, however, it often does the opposite. I become hypervigilant and critical. I say random things in my head, and then I "emblemize" a space with those thoughts. The object becomes the thought.

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This processes have made my living space, a space I dread. The internalized becomes hyper external and I can't think or focus.

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This Found Footage is meant to represt this effect on my consciousness.